Graveyard

I feel like been born again

like I’m stuck in a fucking tunnel

jammed up balled up

my chin shoved into my chest

my head smashed between the bones

of my mothers contracting pelvis

my body contorts—wincing--

i reached up and ripped her open

she gave a mighty shout

god damn it i put her through hell

as i try to find my way

reaching up to the hell blinding light

I didn’t want to hurt you
I wish I was a little more delicate

Waiting to be born again..... 

you asked how i was feeling

... in short 

like i been born again 

blood, piss, and shit

utterly human and alive